So damn hurting…

September 13th, 2009 by ardithz

It breaks your heart when people you know become people u knew; when you can walk rite past someone as if they were never a HUGE part of your life; you used to be able to talk for hours on the phone and now you cant even look each other in the damn eye; it completely breaks you heart to know good things change and theres NOTHING that you can do…  =’(

Forbidden Love =’(

August 17th, 2009 by ardithz

I love you with a love that’s forbidden, yet I can’t stop.
you make me feel like no man has ever made me feel before,
with just a look I swoon.
I dream of your arms around me, your lips on mine.
When you look at me
my soul shudders with joy.
My heart skips a beat.
In my dreams I am cute to you and there’s no end to the pleasure I can give you.
I am loving you with a soft gentle love
that would shake you to the core.
In my dreams I feel you near me,
around me,
In me.
I want to love you openly
without fear or reservation,
but this is a forbidden love,
so I hide it,
keep it in secret and love you only in my dreams.
For only in my dreams it is acceptable,
only in my dreams can this fantasies be realized.
I LOVE YOU!

sad past :(

April 30th, 2008 by ardithz

As Long As You Love Me 
I’ll be your best friend 
I’ll be your companion 
best friend till the end..

As long as you love me 
As long as you stay 
I’ll do anything for you 
Anyplace, any day..

I’ll bring you the sunlight 
I’ll comfort your tears 
I’ll fight all my life 
To chase all your fears..

As long as forever 
My love will be ture 
forever is perfect 
If im loving you..